Pain can be normal But it still comes in shock I have memorized its call I can hear its hurtful mock You can take place in someone's heart Never really knew you, an unknown chart You really tore me apart You taught me to fear You taught me to hate the girl in the mirror You drove me to the cliff You made me want to die Yeah pain comes in shock I can still hear its hurtful mock But I picked myself up No I don't wanna die anymore Memories don't leave, they'll stay forevermore May be better but I still hate the girl in the mirror I am still afraid You knew fear was control I am still afraid You knew it would hurt my soul I am still afraid Wish you had God but there's no loophole I am still afraid Your back and fear is taking its toll I am still afraid