Yeah it was just like living on a blank page Just like being stuck in a dark cage And when all you feel is rage I just imagine singing up on that stage Singing to you with my entire heart My way of saying I never wanna be apart I'm no longer a spirit, not a spirit of fear But of power, love, not shedding a single tear This is me, throughout life, every single year Thinking of the blank page, dark cage, and the feel of rage Back to the feeling I don't have, the one I crave The love I have for you is crashing inside of me like a wave But you don't see the love I have for you, I pretend to be brave And on the inside I'm starting to cave But with you I feel as though I can be saved And yet I still feel caged I'm teaching myself not to be dismayed