I know I end things abruptly Because I feel like life has ended many things abruptly My parents marriage My sister's life My soul mate's life My innocence When I yell It's always about living well I'm never yelling in anger Because I'm depressed I'm depressed so everything makes me happy I'm depressed so everything makes me happy It's called bipolar Manic Depression Mania due to scrambling for the drug that my brain produces I can't find it I can't find it I can't find I love lif