I felt my heart break into a million little pieces each one carrying a feeling a memory an emotion
I could not catch them quick enough
I felt a sucker punch to my stomach
I couldn't breathe I gasped for air yet I do not want to be alive
I felt my tears forming in my eyes
I felt them stream down my rosy cheeked face like a flowing river in the summer
I felt my body shake and crumble
I am no longer the brave person I once knew anymore I have become lost