There's a space that will never be filled because you are not here and I should smile like you'd want me to but I'll be honest I feel lost without you every day is a nightmare and I'm scared that we'll never meet again can't pretend like I don't care I'd rather drown in my pretty tears without your smile to brighten my day then I'll never feel okay again wishing you could be here to take this pain away help me see light even when I'm stuck in the darkness