His beautiful complexity is difficult, Confuses me; my neurotic inner child Wants to be beaten or serenaded, It doesn't understand many-layered things; His whispered confidences, less alienating Than others, made me trust too soon, And his atoms, more colorful than His brothers painted-on coats. My being turns all around his center; My wheels to his drum, My arc to his sun, Laughter when he's coming, Cries when he's gone- Till I'm reduced- Subtracted- Done.