When I'm home alone
I get wrapped up in myself and
those terrible things I make
God,
They never ever leave me alone
and they make me cry I'm so scared
I need to make myself a book
full of
hyaku yen
and Mom's mashed potatoes
and new fine point Sharpie pens
and pictures of your face
punk rock
folksy
classical
I need to make myself a book
of the things that can guide me out
*** I am not a fan
of being how I've been