I am suffocating in my expectations.
      I am drowning in my hopelessness.
      I am lost and want to cry.
      But tears won't come out of my eyes.
      I feel like I am stuck at this moment.
      With utter hopelessness and bewilderment.
      I am tired and want to quit.
      But I can't muster the courage to do it.
      I guess I am what all those people call, a loser.
      A sore loser who lost to himself.