i'm tired of dealing with it
thats the truth
i'm crushed by the weight
that was knowing you
i've tried to run away
of course at no use

cause it's not a place or thing
i can avoid like the plague
you're a part of me
i can't push away
not that i'd want to
i need you to feel sane

but you're gone
and there's nothing i can do
i tried rationalizing it
with every excuse
but i can't accept it
and that leaves me pretty ****** *******

because i still need you
don't you know
why did you feel
the need to go
whatever possessed you
to ever think so

and as i lay here
i can't help but think
it should've been me
it should've been me
you deserved so much more
i failed you miserably