i've never been so unsure
about who i am
or who we were.
but especially me.
who am i going to be?
do i want to be the victim,
always helpless to their lies?
do i want to be that person
who cheats and ruins lives?
or could i be the one who judges
while sitting on the side?
but any path i choose
i'd always wonder
of what could have been
would have been
if only
i chose another.