chilling out on the sofa
I'm thinking about ya
looking at the photographs
as I dwell on our memories
I pretend I don't miss us
because it hurts so much

to miss someone
who never cared enough
who never stuck by me
when I needed a shoulder to cry on so badly
is it bad that I'm not over it?
yeah, it probably is
but you gave me a lot
to remember
now it feels like
a permanent December

it's supposed to be summer
but I'm still as depressed
as the day you left
I can't forget you
just like my favorite song
always on replay
all night long
until I
fall

**asleep