i don't think people ever really change but i think you bring out a better side of me and i can't tell if it's only temporary but I'm scared you'll find out who i really am and you made me start to sing again but only when i'm home alone in the bathroom with the doors shut because i am so afraid of falling i've broken so many bones my mom can't take another medical bill or loss so i guess i'll just do it for my mom and i guess you too but its hard for me to understand that i make you happy because i don't know who i am or why i'm not good enough for myself