maybe i shouldn't break myself over a boy again maybe i shouldn't weep over the loss of something i never actually had maybe this guy is bad for me and he'll break me in half, but at this point i could care less all i know is that this is what i'm feeling and what i'm feeling hurts so much like sticking your heart in burning water and hoping that it will still keep you alive it might be cynical, but to me, it's the only feeling that seems right