When you said you loved me, I didn't think you meant it. But now I see the little things you do for me. I know you think am heartless, Leaving you out in the cold. I just don't know how to love you, It's been a painful many years. Am trying not to push you away, I can't let you close. Don't you see am broken? I need some time and space. I'm trying not to love you. I can't trust my own heart. I need you to hold my hand, Am doing my best here.