Sleep decided to vacate me tonight.
I'm left to think about you.
and razors and blood and pain.
I try to drown the urge
in a wave of sound.
the music floods my ears,
but isn't affecting my body.
I want it to hit my spine and
revertebrate through my body.
Instead of my usual dose of pain to keep me sane,
I try to keep the madness away with                                                             ­         melodies that floatthroughmymind.                                              ­                                    a nd a voice that promises to understand and words that spread through your veins better than any drug