Why can't I do anything right? Why can't I keep my daddy in my life? Why does he hate me? Is it because of her? Is it because of my step mother? No no no It's all my fault If I hadn't gone to treatment or ran away I would be there with them Every day But now my daddy hates me My brother and sister barely know me And everybody is afraid of me... Why can't I be a normal teenager? Without major depression, psychosis, or being bipolar? I hate myself **NOBODY HAS EVER LOVED ME