breathing through my skin pores open close oxygen suffocating my hide lungs trapped under water head above breathing drowning into skin sin hair is falling now completely dry out of my head pulling pulling gone why is euphoria only achieved in depressive hallucinations joking abt chronic illness because I know the chronic cant catch me 1-800-273-8255 times up your limit has expired you have been disconnected please text again to talk to another employee fingers frozen the next 36 hours? well maybe