Planet 28

I've been on this planet alone for about 7 of earth years.
To my surprise I miss the abuse from others which led me to tears.
Vegetation here has kept me well balanced, but my laugh is gone.
Don't know how I got here, and I never got to see my 1st born.
Maybe this is my punishment and I died and went to hell.
I guess I'll never know anything ...then again time will tell.