well if only thinking about yourself
yet different from selfish
technically
all of your problems would be gone
accompanied by the thoughts, feelings
or lack there of
but only of yourown

others will think more feel deeper
some might try to numb it all out like you did

but that's looking at other people

so technically as a solution for you,
it si a valid, I'm not gonna say good, but a valid one

But that's not with thinking of other and well
you know bc you've tried
that you can't not think of others and try to protect those, even if the enaswer seems right for yourself