You can’t find a soul mate if you don’t have a soul, an empty vessel floating without a sail.
The tide turns and drives me towards the rocks.

The jagged edges, **** me they dig deep, the hard stone smashes my mind....
There is no repairing this. ......
I will sink, I will drown......

The agonising pain as my lunges fill with the ice cold water, the desperation of fighting for a breath.....
The knowing that every time I try to take in air will **** me....
What is it they say ‘breathe, just breathe’ ;


But what if you can’t.....


Meh -   It’s just words, words have no meaning without action. Words are meaningless without follow through....

Tick to the tock and all that ******* rock...

I hate every single part of being me