At a loss for words I'm tossing through time I thought I'd put my thoughts in rhyme I'll break this bridge and hold my breath You've ripped my soul from this tattered chest The shadows are cold but I'd like to hide Behind my pain a heart resides Holding your somber gift You've given aches You've promised me I give and take I'm last resort Her second chance Just vote my death by a show of hands I've prayed for light On the darkest days And the brightest nights End the hardest way I'd like coma for sleep To avoid the tears I skip my own beats to avoid my fears I'm gasping for breath with steady pace I'm raking smiles from my face Im keeping secrets behind my lips Where love once laid with every kiss Goodnight.