Let me cry rivers and not be asked about it. Let me shut myself in my room and not have people knocking at my door. Let me pass uninformed comments and not be embarrassed by the people that surround me. Let me be a stranger, a forgettable face in the masses. Let me not stand out, or blend into the ordinary. I am lonely, let me be alone.
I am on way to do that. I'll start pushing people away now.