My heart aches in confusion Going through each and every decision scared to take the next step scared to ask for help such a shame for you to not know you show your real self, they tell you no lost, dont know which path to take how many more turns should I make?
My soul is crying on the inside tell me, where did you hide? in a cave of self doubt tell me, is there a way out?
fake it until you make it, they said plus all that guilt inside your head why cant you just accept me instead? tell me, where will this even lead? Where are you now that Im in need?
You planted my seed and watched me bleed with no ***** and a perfect feed You're a flower and Im a **** Becky with the good hair Tell me how could this be fair?
I am screaming daylight is dimming tell me when can I stop spinning get me out of this feeling tired of my being and everything Im seeing this is when I start weeping put my dreams in safe keeping numb me and ready me for sleeping at least this feeling is freeing that evil voice in my head is winning tell me, where is the silver lining?