if i can learn neither to be alone or to be with others to play nicely with the other children by lack of mother's teaching (she never got along with anyone) what can i be? i can make friends with make believe i can make friends with the omnipresent dust the whirling breeze the freckle on my shoulder but i have made such good friends with the empty in me and he has a bad case of jealousy ...at least mother would be proud