With the walls in my heart

I complain

I often ask myself

Why?

Why am i always alone?

Why does no one one appreciates me

When will i be enough

When can i smile a true smile

When can i take off my mask?

Because of this wall, people who loves me can't show how much they appreciate me

Behind the wall in my heart, people who loves me are shouting the things i badly want to hear

But i often don't believe them

I'm sorry

Anger, Pain , and my demon

Is taking over me

I received too much pain

I was alone for too long

So i'm sorry for i can't trust and let people in

For i know you would only leave in the end

Just like what everyone else did