In the mirror I don’t recognize her She had waist length hair She used to be proud of it Until it began to fall out Five strands Twelve strands Later in clumps One day while she was eating at table Plopped right into her dinner Instead of throwing it away She uses it as stuffing Hair for her dolls She has eyes Brown with yellow flecks But she doesn’t know that anymore She dreams in black now A lovely singing voice The church folks love it Mother adores it I always thought she was going to make it big Bigger then the rest of us That’s all gone now She speaks in squeaks, grunts and moans Broken sentences She has taken to wearing black gloves in the house Before it was just when she would go outside They never come off She will probably wear a veil next She will never tell me the truth But I know it is all because of a boy