I want to die and I've never been known to lie I want to cry but my eyes are dryer than a sunny day I want to fly just say goodbye probably do it by Friday I've been asked why got no answer but here I lie I've been burnt to ash addiction not the answer it gets in the way I've been turnt from cash an corruption for benediction I pray I say "we can do this" even though I'm about to lose it I say "Its all okay" even when there's no good news on the way I say "I wanna die" even if the times are good I can't lie