when you take my ring finger bend it all the way back make the snap as painless as you go, as you do lost in the blue of grief and its instillations dilute the day rain turned to frost through a twig-crazed maze reflection of a window imprinted by winter's traces didn't have the stomach the life, the wrist, the wincing as you pulled my finger all the way back ripping that ring you dared thinking about putting on for a commensurate second before you break