i am a rotten corpse, sunbaked and dried blood, copper-scented sweetness under the heated sun. covered in unseen scars and littered in bruises, unable to be distinguished from rot. eyes milky white, flecks of golden light still gleaming underneath, the gold of the sun's light. maybe. maybe once before my body lay in green grass, far too green to be real. maybe. i am a corpse covered in life, i am a giver. i give, give, give, give, give, and never stop. and in my body i planted seeds of a better life, growing fauna too resilient to die. and may one day will they grow stronger than i.