She watches as he pulls the pills from his pocket
and places them upon the table
he handles them as if he was holding gold.

He crushes it up and places the powder upon a spoon
She see's what she fears
yet what she longs for
the sharp point glistens in the light.

Now he adds the water
and sparks a flame
Its almost ready
she looks for a vein.

He hands her a belt
she knows exzactly what to do
gotta get the blood flowing
"you dont want me to miss, do you? "

Now pull it tight
hold the end in your mouth
dont move
dont flinch
dont even say ouch.

So she pulls the belt tighter
and holds onto his arm
she feels the pinch
and knows it wont be long.

She removes the belt
and the room starts to spin
pure ephoria
she cant help but give in.

Her body so weightless
the high comes in one big wave
she lays back on the bed
from her pain she is saved.