i don't know how to be honest with my feelings
or share my distress
don't wanna be burden or feel like i'm whining
but i always wanna give everyone my best
why can't i let myself be helped
why can't i feel okay for once
when will this spiral i've found myself in
finally be done
it's so tiring holding it all in
millions of issues pushing at the door
trying to keep it shut
you needn't know any more
let me be okay
let me be as strong as i was
you ask what you could do
nothing and its just because