The words are blind
The sights divine
Thoughts unheard
Feelings untold

She was afraid
Afraid to live
Afraid to smile
Afraid to try

It was hard to breath
Her heart palpitating
Her hands shaking
Her mind overtaking

Felt like a nuisance
A blur of emotions
Forever a burden
An unlikely acquaintance

It was hard to breathe
She couldn't see
The words were pouring
Her thoughts appalling

What do you say
To a girl so grey
Not sad, not happy
Some freak in between

The voices were screaming
Her mind unwilling
to let her sanity be
demanding to be set free

Alone and lonely
Her thoughts, "If only…"
How does she deal
with herself so cruel

The things she's said
The decisions she's made
The hearts she breaks
The smiles she fakes

So terrified of life
So fearful of sacrifice
Her heartbeats slowing
Her breathing shallowing

Her silent goodbye
went unheard
Her shortlived life
So full of hurt

♥