seems like some piece of me will always lose
each time i choose
swear im right
but is it wrong
am i supposed to be at all
i dont have the energy
not most days
pull myself out of bed
what i would give to see
if the grass was greener
on the side of the fence i cant walk to go
feels like i keep breaking the best things i've ever had
but i know i can never change my
P A S T