Around miserable cousins Who don't do anything Telling yourself to not be like them Feels like you are maybe worse They day you returned from college Everyone worked and miserable No time for fun but responsible With some freedom no kids and single But that wild life style The act was running thin He was sobering up getting clean From detached to trying to reconnect Anything he did was unnoticed He had to start over yet again Always on the outside looking in Once inside he realized it wasn't worth it Denying himself and giving up what he liked He loved himself being an individual more Everyone was two faced Backstabbing one another Only a matter of time till he was next