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Jul 2013
All it takes is fake beautiful smile to hide the pain and broken soul you have. They will never notice how broken and far you have falling into the darkest loneliness .  They just believe the fake you put on. He never looks inside to see you the real you.If he would  just look into your eyes. He would see how much pain he puts you in, how much he is killing you and just how far you have fallen  from you. You have gotten so good at the fake you. He don't see that you've been replaced with this fake  The you that you use to know and love into this fake one you hate so much. But you play pretend to make him happy everything you do everything you are is all for him. Everything you are always for him. You believe when he says.    The      I love you with all my heart .     The you are the ONE .    The  Always and FOREVER      The Your so beautiful.      The Always you.   But then knowing he's not in love with you anymore that he is giving his love to someone else. You fake never to show that you know. You stay to never  be alone. Never again well you be alone you can't not again. Is it not the same to be with him and be alone. Or to be without him and be alone. Why is your all not enough for him. He takes your life and soul and takes never giving anything back to you but fake himself. nothing but pain. Why dose she have to go through this why is she always alone and faking to be someone she's not. All she ever wanted was to be loved for the women she is just to be held to be kissed for the women she is but all she get this the fake why. Why does misery love her so much why is pain that runs through her vanes . Loneliness is her soul and the emptiness of a fake women is her life.  Never to let go always to be alone and fake to make him happy you stay in pain with the beautiful fake smile he says he loves so much. Never knowing the person you used to be the one you loved. The one you could look in the mirror and say hi beautiful. She is lost no one can ever see her again. He has took her life consumed all of  her spirit. All that remained Is the Hollow Monster Inside.
sabella
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sabella  35/F
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