I'd be the first to admit that my life is a mess. I'm ******* up, mentally, emotionally, that I'll confess I act this way to hide my heart hidden from beasts who'll tear it apart showing it only to the one I can trust giving it to her, willfully. I must. she's broken down the walls and she's answered all my calls time and time again, without a doubt she's shown me what its all about my heart, willfully given, its hers now I won't need it if she leaves, I'll take the bow say my goodbyes and exit stage right cuz my heart will be with her every night.