kissing you was like setting off fireworks inside of me. you sparked the flame which burnt out long ago and my insides lit up again, i felt whole again. every kiss you gave me, the feeling of your lips as they pressed against mine, made every hair on the back of my neck stand straight, made my knees weak and my heart grow fonder. Then one day you packed your things and left. all the butterflies died and all that was left was darkness that consumed me along with a sea of tears that i still have not swam out of will i drown?