Everyday the pain triggers,
Sometimes i just want to pull the trigger,
Its so heart-wrenching,
watching all this drama unfold,
my world seems to be falling apart,
every single thing is tearing apart,
I can no longer belie my tears,
these tears are making me go blind,
Its like i'm mentally going crazy,
emotionally unstable,
my heart is burning at a fast range,
flash back of every single moments clashing
together,
i trust no soul no more,
high hopes on my shadow on the wall,
besides its always there even in the dark,
Nor does it tell any lie,
Everyone says they feel your pain,
but no one have ever gone through the pain,
i just wanna jump in front of a train,
Shuffle the cards,
Pass it on to the next till it gets to me,
Open your card,
Its a 4star,
Four suicide attempts and
not one single reason to live,
walking down town through the tunnels,
Everyone wants to play with the gun ,
but nobody knows what's hidden behind the
gun,
Let me take a look?
You all step back,
i think this is where i say good bye,
My eyes ******* shut,
My lip quivering in fear,
Watching my hands trembling,
As i place the gun up above my head,
Memories, memories, its all i see,
As least,
After the world read this,
They will feel my pain & know my name,
This is my way of expression,
Its time to let the blood flow,
good bye world,
POW!!!!