I pour so much hope and so much longing into you Into believing that one day you will change your mind about leaving leaving your family and yourself behind with a crater too big for any of us to occupy everyone else has adjusted their lives to try and move on without you but mom, I still house this great big hole in me that only you can fill, so all I can do is keep on sparing enough hope for the both of us
At least you let me know youβre still alive every once and awhile.