what is it
you see
when you look
at me
what made
you think
you could do
these things

i don't understand
how you planned
for me to just take it lying down

should've known who i am
you just realized you can't
get away with this ******* now

and i see it in your eyes
i feel it in your tone
i sense it in the pleading
and begging through the phone
you're terrified of the repercussions
scared to be alone
aren't we all my darling
it'd be best if you'd just go

don't wanna take this any farther
than you already have
if you think you've seen me upset
you dont even know the half
whatever you say
won't make this is any less crap
all you're apologizing will do
is make me feel bad

and i dont deserve it