The love i give to her. Once again i think of her If only she of thought of me, I wonder if she thinks of me? More than bruised by my past, cut deep. Tho, I know this love is placed deeper within her. I envision her not just in my future, but happily living with her until the end thatβs forever. Finding myself presently wishing she was present with me. Or that her presence was abundant in present day and time. Previously my days were spent wishing i had more time with the girl I was previously with. Feelings for that girl were prevalent in my heart, but they didn't help the mend cracks at all. Tho, she looked past the fractures and fought to find how to mend my broken heart. Ripping past infractions and infringements pitting me against her clean out of me. How these thoughts of her entreat me, tho, I won't let myself be defeated. Time strives to lead me away from her to break my devotion to her. I will not abdicate my rights to her, so I endeavor and think of her. If only time would past so I could meet her and forget my past. Meet my future so I can my abandon my past. I know if I meet her this love will last.