Yo I used to fear death when I take deep breaths now I look left
Right I will still watching for my enemies who **** no deals
Given yo I'm still living life of a hustler mad juggler
Cant play with the joker deaths laughing having a blast
Soon to see a cast newsflash leaking blood on the dash
As the cops flash my photo for the o-btituary it's kind of scary
See the ****** of crows sitting on the poles lights discos
I'm soon to crossover bold let my soul unfold then scold
Mold the world to my ambition suspension once I strengthen
Myself drinking too much gin ain't good for my health
I'm going crazy maybe cuz I gotta visit from the red lady
No tails succubus tryna take me to hell I'm feeling well
Trapped inside of a jail cell physical making miracles imperial
Black dynasty emerald shining like I'm balling but I'm falling
Into another state as I'm calling home to my throne
Ashley baby I know it's crazy still tripping off your eulogy
You was suppose to go through it with me now my destiny
Hitting the walls of suicide there my deepest fears hide slide
Into misery definition of agony feel so much tragedy since
Ya left me bounded on earth scenery tattoo tears for the next years
Pierced my soul with no spear I hope you hear my words clear
Crystal see a casket of myself empty glaring over a pistol
I watch deaths sickle will survive another raunchy nickle
It's hard to let pains of migraine seep you then sweep you
Into an ocean of grief no relief sitting back as I chief
A hundred blunts til its ashes to calm my madness
No gladness on this earth here still feel pressure from my peers
Will I die hopeless hard to stay focus demons plaguing locust
Ready to dim the circuits of my light there I shine bright
Mystery flight to the heights of a  dangerous plight
I will fight die I will at the hands of the grims deal so I chill?
But this madness got me in a human thrill speak from my grill
raws words of wisdom that'll feel the average notary seals
Can you feel what I feel? Ready to die looking at the sky
I see my own image blemish in the clouds that replenished
From sunshine to the gun line still myself I try to fine
But somewhere I'm hiding from me maybe for my own sanctity
My shells in the penitentiary tryna escape the humanity sanity
Over falsehood torch my blackwoods the woods
Meditate over my honor death before dishonor feel Conner
Got terminators after me I'm feeling free so smoke me
I swear to the universe yall ****** dont even know me????