Suddenly I’m transported into a garden full of beautiful, vibrant colors surrounding me. The aromas of the flowers, plants and wildlife encase my nose, tickling my senses. I’m walking, which feels like slow motion, scanning the garden and taking in the beauty of nature. I stumble upon a water fountain off the beaten path, there’s a bench, so of course I take a minute to sit and relax. Trying to figure out where I am and why I’m here, with no one around but I’m calm not scared. I feel the energy of someone appear like it’s rising from the fountain waters causing me to break out in tears.
I suddenly realize why I’m here, and who is with me.... They wrap their little arms around me, comforting me ( when it should be the other way around) they whisper in my ear “ Don’t fear, I’m ok, I’m always with you everyday. I’m sorry I had to leave you, something wasn’t right, but I am always by your side. I love you always and always will, I am your child and my mom you’ll always be. “
In that moment, I felt a sense of relief knowing my baby led me to this garden, to talk to me. As real as it felt, I know it’s just a dream but dreams come true even if not in reality.