Hard to cope these memoirs of
war
I see the families in pain soar
galore
As my thoughts brush to the shore in the core
Of my brain cells
hard to shake these memories seem like its just a fairytale
Livin' this life ain't nothing but hell as society fails
**** wish they could help my brothers financially
And I can't forget about the sisters either
Feelin' close to the Ebenezer puffin' **** that's a creeper
see visions of the
Grim Reaper
Demons closin in cuz they
leechers
To pain understand I where I done came
From fightin' for political freedom some
Die over suicide or homicide but real soldiers hide
They feelin' in the dark
light a spark
To a candle drinkin' alcohol til I can't handle
My self no more
and it hurts the most
When ya gotta bury someone ya love who's close
Treat my comrades like my own family
some of them made a man out of me feel me??
But either way they destiny was made for that day
**** I wish I could
take it back
A dust rust sizzlin' like the sounds of crack
And it ain't about white or
black
just us veterans under attack
Now I'm livin' in a slump
with a pump
Under my pillow starin' at moonlight through my window
Yeah.....