Dear diary I remember our walks through sins
Age 9 to 10 I took my very first sips of gin poison
Tryna make a position but my mind ain't listening
Glistening off a false reflection caught a collection
Revelation talking to me real quick hot biscuits
Tryna get rich quick off of grit still ain't ****
Cobra pits snakes in the grass ready to **** ya ***
So I gotta watch my past cuz its quick to hunt you
Taunt you wish you was still here and we'll grab a beer
But I cant hear through all of the tears pains spear
Struck deep into my soul now you part of the universal  
Vessel **** I miss you just being real with you
Didnt have a clue but you gave me clues blues
Over sunny days I'm in a daze cuz one day ya hear
And the next day ya gone replays of that sad song


Like cries from a fresh baby eyes it's a unfilled surprise
See the wise tryna swindle scent through the skies
Misty **** I'm feeling tipsy but ain't even hit the Henny
Off the scenery chain my brain got dang mayne
I cant believe ya pang done finally made you one
With the unseen creator Sun ya called me Solomon
Or solomander feeling ya vocals expandin' beyond tha
Atmosphere hear me clear as I drop a million tears
It seems every three years the creep of bigger fears
Herds in the factors like a tractor this ain't for actors
Of screen plays this is my souls tryna carry away
All of the pain that I endured will unskilled fill
The very thrill hearts fill time to ****** feels
Cuz I know itll peel ya headaches with no pills seals
A raging thoughts uncaging weeds I'm still blazing
Half crazy half amazing off of Noah's double vision paging