I was so willing
to let you hurt me
to let you break me apart
and see my insides
because I was broken
and desperate
and I didn't want
you
I just wanted
somebody
to love me

but you didn't love me
you tried so hard
to break me down
to tear me apart
and to destroy me

but darling, I came out of this
the eternal winner
because I am happy
and I have the ones that I love
while you are alone
wallowing in your self pity

and you came back
thinking that I would miss you
accept your apologies
and welcome you with open arms



but you were wrong