i was an ugly kid
no joke, i was borderline scary.
for starters:
i was almost a foot taller than all the other kids
and i was extremely underweight.
i had these bright purple
wire-frame grandma glasses
and i dressed like a boy.
i was (still am) terrified of butterflies
and i genuinely believed that i was a vampire.
i also heard voices and talked a lot about my
"imaginary friends"
because real people didn't like me
~
now i'm just
a fat, ugly *** swan
and i don't have any friends at all
not even imaginary ones