The sun slowly rises outside the window, I watch the peaceful ascension for a while drinking coffee from an old chipped mug tasting the moment as much as the brew.
The day before me is one that is far too busy breakfast is to be made and errands to run but in this moment my mind can only drift, a leaf lost on an autumn field of reflection.
I savor a sip and allow the moment its due thinking back on my youth and its ambitions I find them unfulfilled but lacking in regret then weep as I realize there will be one to come.
Daughter, I have worn so many hats in my life played the roles of heroes and foes on its stage obtaining my titles and fighting for positions but your father has been my favorite one.
It is through your eyes I’ve seen this world, as your tiny fingers unveiled for me it’s beauty, in my lessons to you, you taught me to dream, gave voice to my song, and rhyme to my verse.
With you I’ve surfed the shores of foreverland holding your hand along its tides and beaches living this amazing dream that began with you a dream my youth could have never dreamed.
Today, we’ll laugh and play our games together, finding joy in all those tasks that lay before us, I’ll hold your hand and call you my baby girl assuring you my hand would always be there.
But one day, like me today, you’ll watch a sunrise with your tears blurring its wondrous beauty my promise will break, the one all fathers make and that day will fulfill my life’s only regret.
On that morning my breeze will have calmed my leaf will have found its place in the field, leaving you with just a memory for a father, daddy’s little girl without my hand to hold.
Weep child if you must, for that’s living too then close your eyes and lift up your hand and I’ll find it, I’ll be the caress of the wind to lift you back to the shores of foreverland
Where each wave is a forgotten memory that crashes on those timeless beaches where a father’s promise is never broken and daughters are forever daddy’s little girls.