It’s the fact That I still even laugh I’m assured At the end of my rope I have not yet endured Unobscured by false hope And allured by despair Grown inured to rock bottom’s Idyllic nowhere Seen it clear As I know you still know That I care That the soul consciousness Of the universe Pales In comparison to What the two of us had For I still read it gladly As you see me sad Think me mad do you, Well, Maybe unwell at best, And at worst Still alive As the day that she left