I am lost
Lost within my horrifying thoughts
I miss her next to me
The warmth and smell of her
I am terrified of life without her
Though she makes it apparent that she wants no life with me
I wish her happiness beyond belief
It's the little things I miss
Little things as simple as her skin being alittle clammy from a hot summer night
I don't have much
This bed is quite lonely as I now only share it with an empty bottle
I lie here sleepless and alone
But I suppose I have no choice
A never ending sleep is coming very soon.